So guys, I really need to get my english skills freshed up a bit, sorry about that. I'm here now and it's 2 minutes past midnight which makes it friday today! I can't say that I have the most exciting things planned for this weekend really. Acutally I have no plans at all which make me a little sad. I'm pretty restless at the moment, I can't tell why, I guess I've just reached a point where going to school makes me sick and staying home makes me even more sick. I feel like telling you all these things that are going through my mind just now, but telling you this would be dangerous you know, suicidal. In stead I might just show you a little picture:

 

WARNING: the following text will probably appear very hypocritical

 I really miss feeling something these days. I feel quite empty and by that I don't mean I'm being sad or gloomy or anything, I'm not. More just a bit of careless actually, I feel like going shopping all the time and spending a shitload of money buying silly stuff that I feel I need in my life to feel complete, I tell you guys, this is what the society makes us. We're just a bunch of restless people with no idea of how our life will turn out, all that matters is money and how we spend it. Poor people can go to hell, that lady right beside you in the bus can go with, and so can that prick of a checker that made you spend 700 kr on a fine, instead of buying that new scarf that you didn't really need. I'm an angry person myself, I really am. I get pissed every morning in the bus when I notice this man filling up two seats in the bus and after that hurrying to catch the elevator without holdning the doors for any other person. I also get pissed when I arrive at my school and my eyes catches some 16 year old girl with Timberland boots, a Carhartt beanie and a Canada Goose jacket. Girl, you killed 10 geese to feel rich and fancy, and that beanie? come on, you look like you're wearing a uniform. Where did I see those boots? Oh wait, half of the girls in this country has them, now you're really standing out from the crowd missy. so, basically my whole morning rutine makes me pretty mad. Travelling from Østerbro to Amager and back again, right through the centre of Copenhagen, two times a day, makes you see the ugliness of the human behaviour in the publicity. Believe me, it makes me sick to smell all those different perfumes and to look at a girl screaming in her cell like everyone wanted to hear about those 12 orgasms she had last night. 

I'm ambivalent, I'm a mess, I'm not better myself.

You might feel angry after reading this, my point is not to defend myself, that would be unrealistic. If you know me well, you'd know that I'm being really self-ironic most of the time. According to me, it works pretty well when you want the attention of someone. Did I reach you? ;)