I went to your house today, you didn't notice me walking around. I even laid in your bed just to feel the shape of your body where it has been lain for so many nights, without me. I looked out of your window, to see what you see everyday. I went to your laundry basket, found some of your dirty clothes, I smelled it. Wondered if it was possible to get af perfume with the smell of you. I walked around in your house, in every room, even in the boxroom to find some old stuff of yours. I found a key, but didn't knew where its keyhole was, I put it into my pocket. you passed me on my way out, but didn't react. didn't even looked at me. I followed you, and felt the track of your warm body. We went to the kitchen, as you washed your hands I stroke your back. Still no reactions. I pushed you to the floor, ripped off your clothes, raped you. Not even a simple facial expression, not even a breathe over your lips, not even.. alive