I should not do this

Okay, so now let's discuss the fact of "being scene". Tbh, I'm sick of the whole scene thing, and sick of people complaining about it. I hate myself for making this article, but it makes me go crazy when people start picking on me. I admit it! And I'm ashamed of all these things I stand for or perhaps SHOULD be standing for. I'm just a stereotype, and I know. And being a "stereotype" sucks! Why are we always so busy about putting others down? It's so fucking embarresing, and I'm embarressed myself, cause I'm like that as well. When people tell me that I'm a poser I do not get sad by the fact that they just called me a poser, I'm getting sad because it's terrible that we can't leave each other alone. It's so easy to say, I know. And I'm a bad example because I'm "Mathie Macabre" - an internet whore. It shouldn't be me saying all this crap, but in some way, I really need to do it. I'm really trying to escape my second personality, but it's fucking hard. It's like quit smoking or wow or something like that. When you're use to get compliments all the time it's just so fucking hard to be without it. And why do I even care about all these random people telling me I'm pretty? They don't even know me, don't know what I am. Don't know the real me. And that scared the shit out of me. But guys, I understand why you might hate me for just looking at my pics, I can't deny that I look like an arrogant slut, cause I do. I'm sorry for giving you a messed up idea of who I am. I'm absolutely NOT "Mathie Macabre" in real life. I'm a lazy girl who doesn't even bother putting my extensions in anymore. Cause it's kind of dying.. this scene thing. and thank god for that. Have a nice weekend.

you are now allowed to laugh - Do it well.